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A LITTLE SECRET

I’m going to let you in on a little secret … creating wedding films can be a challenge. Granted, a beautiful challenge, but a challenge nonetheless. Sometimes you have technical issues that no geek squad can handle. Sometimes it’s a 10-hour quest for the perfect song. Other times it’s the pressure of emails calling your name that keeps you from your appointed rounds – yes, you got it … the wedding film edit. And with all these distractions, it’s no surprise that event filmmakers’ editing days dwindle down to single-digit hours versus double. :-/

Yes, I’ll admit this was my Wednesday. At the end of my day, I take a small break to go down to my mailbox to check mail. Desperately in need of some fresh air, I delay my trip back upstairs to my studio. I open my mail on the sidewalk and this is what I find … a thank you card. And inside it reads,

“Izzy,
Thank you so much for making this one of the best days of our lives.
There isn’t anyone else we would entrust capturing our special moments
than you. You are so talented and gifted and the fact that we could have
makes us feel honored. Thanks again for everything!
[hearts] always,
S+P”

I tear up. Gosh, how could I not. I believe in what I do. Unfortunately, sometimes life … and technical glitches, and bookkeeping, and smog checks, and life get in the way. But it’s notes like these that are a reminder that what I do matters. So, now I’m off. With newfound inspiration and a healthy dose of fresh air, I’m off to create a family archive!

THE OC FAIR // Lo-Fi Style

August. Event Filmmaking. Weddings.

Put all three together and that doesn’t leave time for much. Shooting and editing is what I do in the summer (and spring, autumn and winter) months but that is my life and I love it. But sometimes, to keep those creative juices flowing, you just have to CTRL+ALT+DEL … and that’s what I did earlier this month. I packed up my retro-footage producing Harinezumi camera and headed off to the Orange County Fair. Of course, I wanted to see how my toy camera would fare at the … uhm, err … fair. And, I don’t know about you, but when I think of a carnival or fair my mind switches to lo-fi mode. So what a perfect place to play with my toy camera.




Maybe I’ll head off to the OC Fair one last time before it ends this weekend. I hear deep-fried Oreos calling my name.

MY ADVENTURE – Le Update

If you haven’t read my last post, please do. I’ll give you a couple minutes. I’ll be waiting right here ….. (hip lounge music playing in the background) … Cool! You’re back. Please proceed.


Last month, I announced a 50-mile walk (give or take a blister or two) that I’d be doing soon. It would be a combination of adventure, mini-vacation and fundraiser … of course with camera in tow.

When I first looked at my calendar to determine the best dates, late June called out to me. Maybe it was the fact that my birthday was at the end of that week and I love to go to Disneyland on my birthday. Yes, it’s true, I am 12 at heart. And what better way to end a 50-mile walkabout then to be asked, “What are you going to do now?” then to respond “I’m going to Disneyland!”

I’ve since rethought, rethunk and revised. The end of June is right in the middle of my busy season. As much as I’d love to walk at the end of June, my priority at this time of year must be my clients. And so, I’ve changed the walk from late-June to late-October … October 24th thru the 28th to be exact.

And not only will that give me more time to get into tip-top shape, I also have time to harass you for donations! Oh joy, joy! All donations will go to the Lynne Cohen Foundation for Ovarian Cancer Research. And if you don’t have a few bucks to donate, no problem … I’ll be keeping the Facebook and Twitter world abreast as to my location. So if you want to support by handing me a caffeinated beverage of some sort as I walk, you’ll be forever in my Y. Yes, I’m easy. Sue me.

To paraphrase the Taoist philosopher Lao Tzu, the journey of fifty miles begins with a single blog post.

Cheers!

MY ADVENTURE – Slightly Redux Le Deux

(a repost of Posh guest blog with a few minor changes)


I’m writing this blog on a pad of paper because typing at my computer seems too much like work …. and this isn’t work, this is an adventure. Adventures are written on paper … like a treasure map. Sometimes you can’t decipher the symbols, some parts of the map may be torn off, and sometimes it’s worn so thin because of the number of times you’ve examined it trying to figure out where the treasure is.


I recently guest blogged on the Posh blogsite, a site created to connect, educate and inspire women visual artists. How flattered was I to be asked to contribute? Well … very! Duh. But what on earth to write about? As the perpetual student (but I guess, aren’t we all?), I didn’t feel an educational piece would be for me. Something fun was a suggestion. Fun? Hmm, ok. What’s more fun than an adventure?

So here’s a story … my story … my little adventure.

A couple months ago I picked up a magazine. The cover story – an L.A. woman that decided to walk 38 miles along the ocean over the course of a few days. She stopped along the way, check out the sights and then moved steadily on. Hmmm. Interesting. What a cool mini-vacation without leaving town. Now, I’m not big walker but the thought of experiencing the city at a 3-mile per hour pace intrigued me. Granted, given L.A.’s infamous traffic sometimes a 3-mile per hour pace is exactly what you get on most freeways.

I Googled maps of Southern California and mapped out a walk. I like to call it a walkabout. Maybe it’s my love the show ‘Lost’ or maybe it’s because I plan to walk about 50 miles but a walkabout sounded pretty to me …. that, and I also didn’t know what else to call it. Now on ‘Lost’, John Locke took his set of knives for his walkabout. What I’ll be carrying is my backpack is a camera, a couple t-shirts, a toothbrush and a few pair of unmentionables.

Now, a walkabout refers to a rite of passage during which male Australian Aborigines undergo a journey during adolescence and live in the wilderness for an extended period of time. So I’m pretty much off the mark on a lot of different levels here. Aborigine? Nope, nah ah. Adolescent? Well, I act like one most of the time. Does that count? Live in the wilderness for an extended period of time? Come on, I’m walking thru L.A. I’d say it’s a wilderness of sorts. Rite of passage? I’m going to guess it’s not.

I did have a rite of passage at one time however … an unconventional, non-traditional event that could constitute a rite of passage … at least in my book … and definitely for this sake of this story.

As a junior in college, I was diagnosed and treated for ovarian cancer. It’s pretty rare for someone of that age to get that type of cancer but I got it. Long story short, it kicked my butt for a couple years with two major surgeries, a year of chemotherapy and the wonderful side effects that go along with. The prognosis wasn’t great but my reaction was (prep for another ‘Lost/John Locke’ reference), “ Don’t tell me what I can’t do”.

I’m now cancer free and have been for many years. It’s not something I think about very often but it dawned on me as I was mapping out this walk how many charity run/walks there are out there … many of them breast cancer related. Don’t get me wrong, I’m all about the boobies. Go team boobie! But if I’m going to walk why not raise money? And why not make this a walk about the ovarian, the female gonads … the she-nads! … the mental and physiological ones. The mental ones that tackle obstacles and the physical ones that help create life.

So on the last week in June*, I’ll be walking from San Pedro to Malibu. Making many stops along the way, enjoying a good meal … or two … or a lot, sleeping a good sleep and documenting as I go. Much of my time recently has been about capturing the lives of others. And for that I feel incredibly lucky. But on this trip I’ll be turning the camera around and documenting my adventure … and for a good cause. And for that, I feel incredibly blessed.

I’ll have a map with me but I’m not out to look for a treasure, I’m in it for the adventure … and for an amazing foot massage at the end! Woohoo!


I’ll be walking for myself.

I’ll be raising money for The Lynne Cohen Foundation for Ovarian Cancer Research.


Anyone wishing to donate may go to www.firstgiving.com/isabelgonzalez. NO amount is too small. Just know I will find you, unabashedly ask for a donation and if that doesn’t work I’ll bludgeon you with silly tweet after tweet until you give.:)

Go team she-nad!


*Since the original posting of this blog on the Posh site, I’ve solidified the dates of my walk. Read my next posting for more info.

Merry Christmas Everyone!

I’d like to take a couple moments to wish you all a Merry Christmas … or happy holidays or whatever it is that you believe or look to at this time of year. I don’t like to get hung up on titles or labels, I like to get hung up on feelings and memories. Whatever your beliefs, faith, background, I hope that this year has been incredibly kind to you. My wish for all is great joy and peace.